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WHO KNEW I WOULD BE AN ADDICT!!
Feb 14, 2008 | 9:15 AM PST
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Faith
I WAS 24 WHEN I TOOK MY VERY FIRST DRUG, PERCOCET! WOW THE FEELING OF COMPLETE JOY FILLID MY BODY, I HAD ALWAYS BEEN AFRIAD TO TAKE ANY TYPE OF DRUG BUT THE DR. TOLD ME THE ONLY WAY IS WAS GOING TO GET BETTER WAS TO TAKE TO MEDICATION FOR THE PAIN. I HAD HAD A MISSCARRADGE AND I GUESS THE DR AT THE TIME THOUGHT IT WOULD BE O.K. TO BLOCK MY FEELINGS OF LOSE WITH THE DRUG! BUT ANYWAY I ONLY TOOK A FEW OF THEM AND THEN NO MORE FOR ABOUT A YEAR! THEN RIGHT AFTER THE BIRTH OF MY SON THE DR GAVE NY SOME TYLENAL WITH CODIENE@@@@ WOW LOVED IT, I CAME HOME FROM THE HOSPITAL WITH A NEW BABY AND AN ADDICTION TO CODIENE. LOL, I HAD ALSO HAD A SEVERE CASE OF ENDOMETRIOSIS, AND THE ONLY WAY I COULD WALK AND TAKE CARE OF MY 3YR OLD AND NEW BORN SON WAS TO BE ON THIS MED, IT SWITCHED FROM VICODINE TO PERKS WITCHEVER THE DR GAVE ME I SAW MORE DRS IN 1YR THEN A CANCER VICTIM DOES IN 5 YRS!! I HAVE BEEN IN OVER 8 DETOXES, IN MY LIFE AND THE ONLY THING THAT HAS SAVED MY LIFE IS NA AND MY METHADONE CLINIC I TAKE FOR PAIN AND ADDICTION I HAVE 6 TAKE HOMES A WEEK AND HAVE A LIFE I WOULD GIVE UP FOR ANYTHING! I KNOW FOR A FACT THAT I HAVE A DISEASE THAT NEEDS MEDS BUT I ALSO HAVE AN ADDICTION DISEASE THAT I NEVER ASKED FOR EITHER! BUT JUST FOR TODAY I WILL NOT USE BUT FOR THE GRACE OF GOD AND MY KIDS I WILL GO ON TRYING TO HELP ANOTHER ADDICT STAY CLEAN FOR JUST ONE DAY!!
